Although its in roughly 3 years time, I'll make sure I do my best to walk smoothly down this road, the path I've chosen, and I promise that I'll cherish the chance! Optimism, Cheerfulness, Laughter.. Shall continue to spread......

I know I've not been taking time off to meet my besties, and I'm really sorry for that. Its not that I've refused, but I just need some time alone. Now, I've decided and I hope both of you will still be here for me, 3 years, 10 years down the road. Just like this:

But, it will not be in black and white, it will be a colourful picture, filled with lots of colours, watching the sunset, listening to the waves, talking about the good and bad times we had, and it would be better if its not in Singapore. Imagine that! I REALLY DO CHERISH OUR RELATIONSHIP!!!

Went for the Four Seasons thingy yesterday, woke up real early. The name of the thingy was "Step Out" and as soon as I stepped in, I really had the feeling to STEP-OUT. Few people, plus a tiring me, a very moody atmosphere. Eventually, it turned out great.

Lots of real-life service encounter stories, in Four Seasons or out of Four Seasons. Its really a good chance to learn. Now at my final year in Hospitality and Tourism, I have been regretting it that I've came to the wrong course at the start, that this is not the career path that I want to take. But apparently, it still is the career I want to venture into, its because of the competitiveness of the various coursemates and the many modules and projects that the school is providing us with, which made me think twice about whether this was the right choice.

Well, like what one of the senior who was from TP and now in Four Seasons Maldives said, "If someone were to decide to go for a holiday, and he had to save for 1 year, plan for 2 months, prepare for 1 week, and fly for 1 day, wouldn't the person deserve a little more hospitality?"

Till now, I am still regretting the fact that I have chosen to work as an intern in a travel agency, maybe i should have chosen something else? But, I made that choice, and I can't forgo it. Sometimes its not only about the choice, it also depends on whether you can grab the opportunity that is presented to you. Like Disney internship, because of the lack of $$$, i failed to grab that opportunity, which I am really disappointed about now.


"One choice is made, others are forgone"


"Building trust is life's most challenging task, awaiting to be fulfilled"




Up till now, I do know that I'm a pampered kid, not knowing what the world looks like, being guarded by strong walls that won't ever fall on me yet. I do get easily pissed off by small matters, although I feel that its quite a huge matter. It makes me want to live in a world of my own, locking myself and my feelings up, and not face such a realistic world. Now, its just me fending for myself against the world.

Maybe I'm really pissed with my groupmates. I'm not sure if they know this, but at this point in time where most of the people are actually trying their best to complete their projects and related stuffs, you guys went on holidays to enjoy yourself, without knowing that a 7 day quarantine awaits u once you're back, making u fail to present yourself during project meeting and presentation. Had you know this before u made your decision of going abroad, would you still have made the similar decision? Nevermind, I doubt you guys will understand anyways.

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